The amazing chart of Ken Wilber and death and life, Aquarians and much more. And love, of course.

Just read a mind blowing article about life, death and reincarnation by the master of mind, Ken Wilber. It is a syntesis of spiritual sources on the theme of death and what actually happens when dying. Spirituality and science fused. I couldn’t help thinking that this article was made for a day like this, with Ceres, the goddess of cycles and Saturn, keeper of time, both in the sign of reincarnation, Scorpio and the Sun is now in scientific Aquarius, squaring Saturn. What better time than this to reflect on life, death, spirit and the chart of Ken Wilber?

According to Wilber and several others you are at one level of awareness spirit and, spirit is beyond the Soul and thus, it is not separate, it is one with all. The water triad explains this journey quite well. This triad begins with Cancer, the physical abode and the home of the mother. It is the root of the chart and the identity of your family. It is connected to the genetic lineage. The next water sign, Scorpio, is the land of death and the connection to the Soul and its power. Pisces, where the ruler, Neptune, now is, is the home of the Spirit, what is beyond and within and that which never moves. It is one in all, the same for everyone. “The monad never leaves the fathers house” (Bruce Lyon)

So at one point in our evolution, if we are trained well enough to endure the what the Tibetans call the final stage, the Dharmakaya or the True Self of the Buddha, we will not return into the cycle of life and death, but reincarnate voluntarily as Bodhisattvas if we wish.

Most of us bounce back and forth though and death is so terrifying for so many people that we tend to live life half in terror of dying. Although most of us die slowly and get used to the idea gradually, the most terrifying aspect of life is that there is no guarantee. Human history has faced genocide, wars, nuclear bombs, plagues and other epidemics, hunger and catastrophic natural disasters. Life and death are right next to each other, and we live here more or less on grace. This is Scorpio knowledge. Death is part of life. We all know this on an intuitive level and thus it is almost a heresy that science today is trying to render us soulless. Makes me irritated that evolution is in need of an atheist phase, but there you have it, humanity have this need.

But in the mean time, for those of us who are seeking to move beyond religion and science and to fuse the two, people like Wilber  could be just what the doctor ordered to elevate awareness. With his razor sharp Sun-Mercury in Aquarius opposing Uranus square Neptune-Moon in Scorpio, you get a man who is able to fuse Uranus-Neptun-Pluto through the use of his mind. His Mercury in Aquarius is square Neptune in Scorpio, which again is ruled by Pluto in Virgo leading us straight back to Mercury in Aquarius, as Mercury rules Virgo. ImageThere is a chain of energy that moves through this chart that allows him to access deeper dimensions of thought than what I would say would be normal. His life is a testimony to that. Mercury is a psychonaut, one who can travel in different dimensions. And come back with the needed information. A man once wrote about him “you literally feel yourself getting smarter as you read him”. A real intellectual guru with truly lucid mind. He once slowed down his brainwaves through meditation while being plugged into a monitor. How Aquarian is that?

However, he has been subject to a lot of criticism. His ego has been under scrutiny. As with all humans who are subjected to a lot of power, the challenge to remain in power in a humble way always applies. Caroline Myss writes in one of her books that she thinks humanity biggest challenge is to learn how to deal with power.

He has been criticized for being excessively categorizing and objectifying, masculinist and denigrating of emotion. Sounds like something an Aquarian would be criticized for. Yes, we can be brainiacs (ops, I am Aquarian) and mental freaks. BTW, Ayn Rand is also Aquarian. She has received some of the same criticism. Which is kind of interesting. (Understatement)

But, back to Wilber. As Jupiter entered Scorpio in 2005 and 2006, much of his creative power was put on a test. There is something going on with his Jupiter and the idea that Jupiter is a benevolent dream catcher, is again proved as a totally invalid astrological thought. In Wilber’s case, his empire was shook and he fell from grace. After this, he  was known as a New-Age guru and not an intellectual wizard and brilliant scientist who had a wide influence. The critics accusing him of elitism is a part of the Aquarian imbalance, having the intellectual snobbism readily available, and Wilberites (the Clan of Wilber) elevated themselves out of society instead of creating what the integral model wanted to inspire to. The talk wasn’t walked. Wilber has Saturn in Capricorn, so no way he gets a free pass!

The Integral society with Wilber as a headmaster, became a bubble. He fell from grace. Was it the inflation of Jupiter that came bubbling up? He is born with a Jupiter-Pluto square from powerful Scorpio to more humble Virgo and this suggest that lesson of humility is up his alley. Either that, or loose power. After 2006, he developed illness that kept him weaker and that obviously was a sign that he hadn’t been able to respond properly to the criticism. Rnlase-L is a genetic mutation (again something strangely Aquarian) that challenges the body’s ability to respond to viral attacks. His Sun in Aquarius opposing Uranus in Leo and squared by Neptune in Scorpio shows that his immunity is challenged. Neptune in Scorpio related to negativity and being subject to attacks. Neptune is the immune system and even though he is mr. Mind Control (Sun in Aquarius opposing Uranus) he still needs to accept that he is not always right. Not easy for Aquarians, believe me. I know.

This signature shows that his heart and his mind needs to be harmonized.

ImageBut for a man who has said that the meaning of spirituality is the transcendence of the Ego, he surely has some high ideals to achieve. No wonder he is up for failure, being like the rest of us, human,- despite his larger-than-life Aquarian superman-ism. He has shown us that no matter how evolved we are on a mental level, we can still have a lot of flaws and discrepancies in our personal make-up. And we often have.

That is why what’s even more interesting than his strong and sophisticated Mercury energy is his fundamental nature, Sun in Aquarius square Moon in Scorpio. One of his life changing moments was the marriage, illness and death of his wife, Treya Killiam. No wonder he spent a lot of time trying to figure death out. In 83-84 Pluto entered Scorpio and he met her. They married and shortly after she was diagnosed with breast cancer. Wilber is born with Venus in romantic Pisces and gives up his writing to take care of Treya. In the book  “Grace and Grit” their story is told and one of the things that he needs to learn to surrender as Pluto pass through the area of his Neptune, is his isolationism, common for thinkers and leaders. In his chart this is his south-node in Aries, ruler Mars in autonomous Taurus. In this book he sees Treya as God to him and sees the relationship as a way to learn how to serve God. Clearly, Venus in Pisces has no boundaries when it comes to love. It is a great contrast to his tendency to isolate. Venus in Pisces wants to merge! In January 1989, Treya dies. Pluto has reached Wilber’s Moon in Scorpio and he is left with his loss of his true love. What a Moon in Scorpio-Venus in Pisces story. It is taken straight out of the astrology cook book.

Death is a part of this chart. Death of illusion, death of lovers and death of former attachments. The symbolic death of an ego. The loss of a woman (Ceres-Moon in Scorpio). He surely has a very mental chart, but with the most intense emotional life underneath. Scorpio is the sign of purification and it is not strange that his intellectual ego has been tested in this life. Some, including me, see the moon as residue from earlier incarnations, and in this case, one where death, loss, intensity and powerlessness vs. power have been active ingredients. Uranus squares his Moon showing a lot of emotional detachment and ability to suppress and the ascendant and his north-node is both in Libra, reflects the need to find balance between these extremes. Between the mind and emotions. Lucky for him, Pluto-Uranus will soon land on his nodal axis, bringing out another chapter of the evolution of Ken Wilber. And Pluto, the planet of regeneration, might simply restore some of his power. Maybe his time has come to create a revolution? A revolution is certainly due in his chart.

Personally I think his work will live long after he is gone and just like Darwin, another progressive Aquarian, his ideas might not reach consensus in yet another 100 years. Ah well. Evolution of humanity takes time. Taking time is not the Aquarian favorite past time. Quite the contrary. As a famous Aquarian folksinger said once “I don’t have time for the things I have done!”
I think Wilber would nod in recognition.

Here is the article http://fourthturningbuddhism.com/death-rebirth-reincarnation/

Aries new moon with an extra Saturnian glare…

If it was up to me, I’d vouch for Saturn in Virgo permanently. Thank god it regressed back into Virgo a few days ago and will stay there until end of July. It will be the final bid farewell before permanently occupying Libra for the coming years. What shall I do? There is so little procrastination in Virgo and so much in Libra, weighing back and forth, always leaving an option. And I hate procrastination, especially my own. So maybe tomorrow’s new moon could be a real reminder of who you are and an installment of some intense individualistic software so that we can consolidate what needs to be consolidated before going into negotiation again.

The new moon in Aries implies as most of you already knows, a Sun in Aries. And it has been in Aries for a little more than three weeks already. During this sunphase a friend of mine with the Moon so interestingly placed in Aries in the seventh house, lent me a book called “the Fountainhead” by Ayn Rand. In danger of sounding a wee bit fluffy, I was filled with awe over life’s synchronicites as the book unfolded its content, page by page. It is a treasure for anyone walking any path, but perhaps more so for the souls born with any planet in Libra or even worse, Pluto in Libra. She cuts through the crap and reveals to the reader the true meaning of individualism. And of authenticity. She is a stern opponent of any collective, religious thought and can prove to be quite liberating when it comes to releasing the mind from its tendency to always doubt. She is marketing the true Aries impulse.

Every man builds his world in his own image. He has the power to choose, but no power to escape the necessity of choice.”

Yeah, that’s it. Libra counterpoint is Aries. You know what you are, what you want and thus, the capacity to manifest is enhanced by hundreds, because you know how to choose. Indecision is always painful. And leads to the need for counsellors, as yours truly. Still a counsellor can only reflect on what is already there. So you are still the one with the answer. Always. Maybe it is not conscious. But it is there.

In the Fountainhead we meet Howard Roark, our hero of the day. I think Ayn Rand is secretly in love with him, she admires her own hero in his ability to not let other people run his life. Howard Roark never asks permission. Of anyone. He never collaborates in the sense that he compromises his artistic expression- or in a broader sense- truth. He would rather die than loose himself. Critics calls him a narcissist. Ayn Rand shows us that he is the true humanist. Just as she wants to show us that thinking of others is not always the right thing to do. We are breastfed with the notion that being an egoist is the same as being selfish. Not necessarily if you look at the possibility that egoism is fairly misunderstood. Our whole concept of love and respect are fairly misunderstood. We think that pitying someone is helping them. And then we annihilate ourselves in the process. We sacrifice ourselves for what? Domestic peacefulness? Security ? Fear of pain ?

Or is the true motivation hidden within us ?  Maybe our Self-suppressing mechanisms are founded in lack of self-esteem and fear.  And they feed on eachother, it is an evil cycle, doomed to repeat itself forever. Denying them is the same as accepting them. When you feel that you have something to deny, it is because you already believe in what needs to be denied. Obviously.

The Great Impulse to Creative Living is thus denied. Or at least trampled on to a lesser or greater degree. The Aries flame of creative impulse is extinguished. Originality and authenticity are replaced by wanna-be’s and puppets. We loose self-respect and diminish our true power. Illuminated egoism considers the whole, but focuses on itself in the creative process. It is the impulse to strengthen the ego in order to create what can prove beneficial to all. The heart is open and the ego is strong. As Ayn Rand puts it; you can’t say “I love you” without knowing the “I”. This is a person that can truly change the world.

That is why it is so frikkin’ frustrating when this impulse is denied, there is no freedom. But then again, thank God we have the Sun and the Moon and the Planets working for us, creating windows of opportunities for us to evolve through. Right now we will have the New Moon in Aries sowing the seed of a direct line between you and ….yeah — you…..It is time to sow a new seed, get those projects you’ve dreamt of up and running. It is spring and springcleaning! Use the time well with Saturn in Virgo. Saturn is currently quincunx to Neptune-Chiron, which also promises healing of worn-out mental ideas about who you are and what you can do. Indeed a healing-feeling, balanced out with the right proportion of when to act and when to take it easy. Nothing is better for creativity than the true ability to know when to let go and simply enjoy nature, life and perhaps a good book. So if you haven’t read it yet, I recommend “the Fountainhead” , brought to life by a seventh house Aquarian Sun placed in the middle of both Chiron and Saturn. A good read and a great reminder of man’s potential.

So I leave you with a thorough kick in the butt-quotation page on procrastination:

Have a good one!